My Brother died today

 I am at that point in my life where people start dying around me. My Father died 15 years ago, but that was a small bump, I never really had a relationship with him, so it did not matter much to me. I know my Mother does not have many if any years left and of course I have lost grandparents and such as well, but it is weird and eye opening when someone you grew up with and is only a couple of years older dies.